2day finish sch at 11am lor... only attend 2hrs e lesson lor... den can go hoome le... slack at home... so shiok lor... if not everyday lecture will die lor... haha... at least i got time 4 myself... keke... hmm... wanna cut my hair lor... cut short n thinner... mi oso feel like changing hairstyle... but i dun noe wad hairstyle 2 change leh... headache la...
sometimes i sit down n think ah... am i capable 2 be a nurse? feel tat i m not up 2 it lor... if i m going 2 be a nurse ah... i will sacrifice a lot of things lor... not able 2 spend time wif family, frenz n even myself... everyday haf 2 work... working hrs not regular too... cant take leave too often n den weekends haf 2 work... am i able 2 take it? haiz... some more tis course very tough n stress lor... really feel like withdrawing tis course lor... but... if i withdraw ah... wad course shall i study? i really dun noe lor... e rest of e course i m nt interested in it lor... except 4 nursing n early childhood education... i wan study early childhood education so tat i can noe more abt children thinking n den open a childcare center if possible... 4 now... i dun really wan study tis course... coz i m now studying nursing le... den still dun wish 2 gif up... nursing still interest mi lor... i oso feel tat in e future if i m nt a nurse anymore den i can think abt being a childcare teacher or open a childcare center lor... but 4 now... i wan 2 try 2 be a nurse n den decide wad i shall do aft i graduate... coz nursing tis course can not only be nurse lor... there r lots of career aspect 4 mi... so... study finish tis course den decide 4 e future ba...
