came back home wif all my brain cells dead...
everyday come back home feel so empty...
mummy n daddy working...
sis busy studying 4 o levels...
left mi alone at home...
lonely i m so lonely,
i haf nobody,
to call my own...
i m so lonely,
i m ms lonely,
to call my own,
i m so lonely...
had 2 fixed my room's light...
not working at all...
tat's e bad thing of not having a guy at home...
lucky i noe how 2 fixed it...
if sis is alone at home...
i m sure she dun noe how 2 fixed it...
back 2 my independent days...
settle dinner 4 my family n myself...
help wif e housework...
keeping e hus neat n tidy...
i still prefer e days where daddy is at home...
but afterall...
1 day i still haf 2 be independent...
it's never easy 2 be independent...
Do you know...
a can of coke is enough to "wash" our stomach...
which means it is very acidic...
acidic enough 2 damage e lining of our stomach...
causing ulcer of e stomach...
food tat we eat does not travel by gravity...
it is control by our oesophagus sphincter (muscle)...
so even if u head stand n eat...
u can still be able 2 swallow food...
don't believe, u can try it...
engaging in oral sex activities...
will increase e risk of oesophagus cancer abt 2 times...
having 6 diff partners...
will increase e risk by 6 times...
so 2 prevent oesophagus cancer...
avoid engaging in oral sex...
@ 10/30/2007 09:47:00 PM
doing ica presentation which is due 2ml...
my brain not functioning very well...
coz very tired...
yst went 2 play mahjong at aunty hus...
aunty miz us n we miz her too...
very long nv go her hus...
won money but jun lin lost alot...
so sad...
can only say is not jun lin's day...
thanz 2 mama...
coz most of e money is she win not mi...
back 2 e olden days...
going home without dinner 2 eat...
past 2months is daddy cooking coz he not working...
now he n mummy is working...
so no one is free 2 cook...
lucky 2day got joy 2 help 2 cook...
thanz 2 her...
if not i will not haf anything 2 eat...
i got 2 learn 2 cook some homecooked food already...
so tat i can help cooked dinner when nobody is free 2 cook...
ppl, ask mi out 4 dinner...
i will go as long as i m free, i promise...
coz i dun think there will be dinner at home most of e times...
joy, dun 4gt 2 teach mi some homecooked food recipes...
or u can come my hus 2 cook 4 us...
appreciate ur help very much...
hehe... :)
mentally & physically tired...
@ 10/29/2007 08:59:00 PM
yes... 2day is e-learning day... so no need go sch... can rest... but still i went back 2 sch... went 2 meet mama, de wei n jun lin... mama was wif her frenz, pris... pris very funny lor... when she say a joke ah... she will keep on laugh n den she will take a very long time 2 say finish it... everytime i laugh ah... is not becoz of her joke... is becoz of she keep on laughing... but not bad la... i enjoy toking 2 her... haha...
ate mac spicy... really spicy lor... haha... acc mama till 6.40pm... she went 4 her lesson den we left nyp... we walked 2 yck interchange wanted 2 take bus 72 back home... but in e end... we decided 2 go watch movie... so went amk hub... we watched "brothers"... tis show not bad... worth watching... andy lau really very handsome lor... so old liao still look so young n handsome... really pei fu him lor...
aft e movie... took 136 bus back... reached chomp chomp there... i decided 2 alight n buy dan dou hua 4 mama as i promised her... so good of de wei n jun lin... they acc mi... coz i thought of going alone as they were tired... dun wanna bother them... but anyway... thanz them 4 acc mi... hehe...
went up 2 mama hus... gave her e dan dou hua den went back home... tired... 2ml still haf 2 work... but nxt week whole week no need work coz kumon not opening... yeah... any programmes for 2ml aft 3pm n sun? i dun wanna stay at home... so boring...
@ 10/26/2007 11:29:00 PM
mon: sch from 9am-6pm, kumon work at 7pm-9.30pm
tues: sch from 9am-6pm, kumon work at 7pm-9.30pm
wed: sch from 9am-3pm
thurs: sch from 10am-8pm
fri: sch from 1pm-4pm
sat: kumon work at 10am-3pm, go ah ma hus
sun: rest
look at my schedule n there is only 1 word 2 describe... "tired"... both mentally n physically tired... haven been slping well... sis now haf prob slping at night partly is becoz of o levels i guess... whereas i haf probs waking up in e morning 4 sch... everyday same routine in sch... lectures, tutorials, clinical lab, lectures, tutorials, clinical lab... haiz... quote 1 sentence from ping... "i lead such a miserable life"...
i m neither lovable nor capable... i m just tired n need more slp....
@ 10/24/2007 10:58:00 PM
pictures of my bday presents...
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left bday card is from sis n right bday card is from my frenz...
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"golden" words from my frenz...
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"golden" words from my sis...
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winnie e pooh cushion from sis n li zhen...
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winnie e pooh puppet...
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precious moment nurse figurine... e needle is really sharp...
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perfume from chris n lynn...
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apple strudel from joy n ping... yummy....JPG)
perllini hangbag from joy n ping...
winnie e pooh puppet n figurine is from many ppl... mama, de wei, olivia, glenda, shi ye, karie, boon wei, jun lin, nigel, tania, mervin n vin... weird thing is boon wei shared e present... could not belive it at 1st... did not noe he will wan 2 share... haha... anyway... i luv n treasure all e presents... thanz 2 all 4 buying mi e gifts... a big thanz 2 all of u...
@ 10/22/2007 11:01:00 PM
missing e times....
we toasted bread 4 supper when we r hungry,
we lie on our beds n chit chat when we r suppose 2 slp,
we burn midnight oil 4 our semestral exams,
we watching same tv programme n discuss abt it,
we busy chating at msn wif our frenz,
we wanting 2 bite n pinch each other,
we catching cockroach in e middle of e night,
we walked 2 e toilet n brush teeth together in e night,
we go shop 4 groceries,
we eat my dad's cooking for dinner,
we had mid-night steamboat,
we waking up at same time 2 go 2 sch 2gether,
we thinking of wad craving we haf n complain 2 some1,
u keep on asking my sis 2 stop typing e keyboard,
i ask u 2 stop messaging n go sleep...
can we go back? i really hope so...
@ 10/19/2007 12:26:00 AM
sch reopen le... it's e 3rd day... damn sian... hate 2 go back 2 sch... everyday lectures n tutorials... so boring... i miz my holis lor... haiz... these few days lazy 2 blog... coz mon n tues too tired le... aft sch haf 2 rush 2 kumon 2 work... damn tired... lucky 2day no need work... can finally rest le...
think tis sem my lecturers kind of having mental probs... my sociology lecturer speak n act like PCK e rosy... my clinical lecturer keep on say lame stuffs n her grandmother stories... my bio lecturer speak like a principal... will slp when he lecture... worst still most of my modules r abt mental health... sooner or later i will be diagnose wif mental prob too...
2day finish sch at 2.30pm... went 2 meet dar at amk hub... met jun lin over there too... he was wif his dad... very long nv c him le... miz him lor... haha... was kind of rude la... nv called his dad "uncle" leh... both mi n dar kind of guilty le... oops...
watch a movie called "the brave one"... tis movie is nice... worth recommending... hehe... aft movie went 2 haf our dinner... had subway 4 dinner... yum yum... shop awhile den went home le... saw a shoulder bag from the box... $29.90 leh... feel like buying... but not confirm yet... coz i not really really like e bag so much till wanna haf it... shall shop more n c...
2ml is sis's o'level combined science practical exam... all e best 2 her n good luck... u can do it de... jia you... ganbatte... took photos of e bday present i received... will upload them soon... try my best 2 upload by tis week... hope so... hehe...
we can haf good frenz...
but nv share wif them too much secrets...
coz if 1 day become enemies...
they will blurt them out 2 others...
@ 10/17/2007 10:28:00 PM
THANKS TO ALL FOR EVERYTHING!!!
celebrated my 19th bday at my hus... tis yr celebrate wif lots of ppl... got my parents, sis, godparents n godparent's kids... oso got mama, de wei, vin, tania, mervin, olivia, glenda, shi ye, ping, joy n bangz... had steambost n bbq... ate quite full... cake was not bad too... everything was great... had a wonderful 19th bday...
thanz 2 all those tat came... thanz 4 giving mi such a wonderful 19th bday celebration... thanz 2 vin 4 making my face n hair stain wif wipped cream... thanz 2 mama, de wei, vin, olivia, glenda, shi ye, bao bei, boon wei, jun lin, nigel, tania n mervin 4 e pooh soft toy n nurse figurine... thanz 2 sis n li zhen 4 e pooh cushion... thanz 2 dar n lynn 4 e silygirl perfume... thanz 2 ping n joy 4 e bag... i really luv all e present... luv all of u... muackz...
tonight i will be very busy... coz i got lots of things 2 hug 2 slp... hehe...
i had a memorable 19th birthday celebration... nothing can express my gratitude... but i still wanna say a big thanz 2 all...
@ 10/14/2007 12:22:00 AM
just reached home... went 2 meet dar in e noon... we caught a movie... we watched 'i pronoce u chuck n larry'... it's a comedy... damn funny sia... shld watch it if possible... but it is a m18 movie... aft tat went 2 meet mama n vin 4 dinner... had long john 4 dinner... den went 2 meridien hotel 2 play pool... left meridien hotel at around 11.30pm plus... took night rider home... 1st time n is very fast... not bad la...
mama so bad lor... dun wanna tell mi hu is coming 4 my bday celebration ltr on... only ask mi hu i wish 2 come lor... den she tell mi some1 will be coming at 8pm lor... i guess n guess n guess ah... she just wunt tell mi... ask her gif clues oso dun wan lor... her mouth so tight... but still she made mi more curious 2 noe hu is coming... haha...
got lots of ppl 2 thanz... thanz 4 rmembering my bday... was surprise tat sis's frenz tat i noe ah... keep on msg mi lor... did not expect at all lor... no need guess oso noe is my sis hu told them de... anyway... thanz 2 mama, li zhen, zheng jie, sis, olivia, jean, lynn, dar, bryan n jia wen 4 all e bday wishes... thanz dar n lynn 4 e bday present... i really luv e present...
i had a wondeful birthday eve...
@ 10/13/2007 01:51:00 AM
early in e morning went 2 work... work till 3pm... stayed at home alone... just now went chomp chomp 2 eat... finally fulfil my craving 4 chicken wings... oso ate pork porridge n dan dou hua... e dan duo hua is nice leh... nxt time i shall eat tat again... thanz mama 4 acc mi go chomp chomp... we saw jun lin, de wei, peng seng n en jie too... so co-incidence sia...
we so silly lor... sat at e bus stop n wait 4 bus 136... sat 4 quite awhile at e bus stop... den mama asked still got bus ant... went 2 c wad time last bus... n we realised no more last bus le... so no choice took cab home... but good la... no need walk n fast too...
@ 10/07/2007 12:53:00 AM
2day 1st day of work at kumon.. well... not bad la... all i haf 2 do is mark n mark n mark... nothing else but mark... whole day i haf been marking english work... coz i m under english side... did mark a few maths too... but i prefer marking english... c e kids e words ah... some very hard 2 c... some so big... some very untidy... but ok la... still can read... 2ml off... sat den got work... so 2ml can rest... yeah...
nxt week weekdays kind of busy like tat... mon, tues n thurs got 2 work... den fri meeting chrissie... wed will be free... so any1 wan book mi? if not i shall go out wif my mum le... anyway she wed not working ma... n very long nv go out shopping wif mum le...
ping n joy, shall we go kbox nxt week?
@ 10/05/2007 12:10:00 AM
tired tired tired... felt tired when i reached home... met ping n joy at orchard mrt station... went far east plaza 2 shop... coz joy wanna buy clothes 4 sun e wedding... luckily she 2day managed 2 buy e things she need... if not will be a waste trip... hehe...fulfilled joy's craving... went thai express 4 dinner....
now i craving 4 chomp chomp chicken wings lor... dw still owe mi 12 chicken wings lor.. actually going 2 chomp chomp wif parents 4 dinner de... but promise joy tat i will fulfil her craving so had dinner wif her instead... i oso craving 4 apple strudel leh... told my sis tat i would like 2 haf apple strudel as a substitute 4 my bday cake... innovative hor... dun think any1 else will think of using apple strudel as bday cake ba... haha...
any1 can fulfil my cravings?
wanna go 4 manicure... but dun noe wan go where do... thought of going nail palace or bugis street there 2 do... something i m sure of is... i wanna do it be4 nxt week... coz aft nxt week sch reopen le... cant haf painted nails during clinical lessons... so i will do it during tis week... wanna haf nice painted nails so tat i c my nails will feel happy...
joy just told mi tat she already thought of wad 2 buy le... but she dun wanna tell mi... some more she very confident i will like it lor... make mi more curious... i m a person hu like 2 receive present tat i dun noe wad it will be... coz tis will show how well e person noe mi... n another thing is tat i myself dun even noe wad i wan... so i prefer things tat my frenz choose 4 mi... kind of like surprise... haha...
2ml starting my 1st day of work at rivervale mall e kumon... dun noe wad i will be doing... thinkis starting off as marker... den slowly they will train us 2 do other things... pay ok la... anyway only need 2 work 4 times a week... approximately i will work 16times per month... n working hrs not tat long as well.. around 5hrs per day... so not really very tiring la... looking forward 2 my 1st day of work...
@ 10/03/2007 10:42:00 PM
finally went 2 national skin centre 4 my appointment... waited quite awhile be4 it's my turn... e doc i seeing is theng thiam seng colin... e more i look at him ah... he look so familiar lor... look like some1 i noe... but i just cant say hu he look like la... got follow-up appointment on e 9th november... maybe by den i can remember hu he looks like... haha...
my dad saw lee kuan yew at e skin centre lor... he say got lots of bodyguard wif him... n abt 7 doctors walking behind him lor... my dad was wondering y he come here 4... i told my dad y he nv tell mi lor... i nv c him be4 leh... wanna c him in real person... too bad i did not get 2 c him... my dad say he shld go over n shake his hands lor... wad sia...
aft my appointment we went 2 novena square 4 dinner... ate thai food... ok la... not bad... but still feel tat taka e thai restaurant better... guess wad... we saw wong qing hai (vincent ng) at e restaurant... 1st time c him in real person... look quite diff... he really macho sia... his muscle really big leh... big till i look le my goosebumps will pop up...
went 2 shop around novena square aft dinner... den took bus home liao... coz dun feel like taking mrt... 2ml will be going 2 kumon... c they got wad job 2 offer us... really hope 2 get tis job if it is good... coz i need money... haha...
nxt sat is my bday liao... suddenly feel tat so fast my bday coming liao... n so it means sch reopen soon le... sian... dun noe wad i will do on my bday... think i will go my ah ma hus n celebrate ba... not sure... shall c how... aft my bday will be darrell, alex n joy... gonna buy present 4 joy... still considering whether 2 buy her e swatch watch ant... hehe...
a family is a circle of strength and love...
children means e world to parents...
@ 10/01/2007 11:37:00 PM
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left bday card is from sis n right bday card is from my frenz....JPG)
"golden" words from my frenz....JPG)
"golden" words from my sis... .JPG)
winnie e pooh cushion from sis n li zhen... .JPG)
winnie e pooh puppet... .JPG)
precious moment nurse figurine... e needle is really sharp... .JPG)
perfume from chris n lynn... .JPG)
apple strudel from joy n ping... yummy....JPG)
perllini hangbag from joy n ping...