tis sun got a wedding dinner... still haf not thought wad 2 wear... is uncle anthony's wedding dinner at habourfront... go there quite easy... can take mrt but dun noe whether daddy will drive there ant... dun really wanna attend e dinner leh... but cant la... my auntie's son wedding leh... how can dun go... some more sun is april fool's day lor... is oso si jie bday too... i keep on saying 2 my relative tat since we dun wan go e wedding den dun go la... den when they called we say april fool's day ma... so we use tis excuse not 2 attend e dinner... haha... impossible de la... in e end we still haf 2 go de...
nxt mon is sec5 chalet liao... quite excited n happy too... i partly excited is becoz got 2 eat buffet la... i saw e menu le... seems very delicious... co cant wait 4 e buffet... den e other part tat i m happy is becoz got 2 c my sec sch frenz... so long nv c them le lor... can play n chit chat wif them... will get 2 c those sec sch frenz tat i haf nv c since last yr e teacher's day dinner lor... looking forward 2 tis chalet...
yst midnight chit chat wif sis... we chat quite alot of things... most is abt her frenz la... her frenz e prob is all abt relationship... haiz... just feel tat sis's frenz all r not ready 2 haf a relationship... she even got a frenz hu does not noe wad is 'break-up'... i dun think her tis frenz really luv e guy lor... always taking her bf 4 granted... now den start 2 cherish... wad's e use... break-up le den cherish... y at 1st u dun cherish him leh... n now u wanna patch back... u haf nv ever stand in e shoes of ur bf n keep on pushing all e blame 2 ur bf... u urself should oso do some reflections lor... u should just let go... if u dun let go... u will always feel sad instead...
sis oso asked mi some ques... which make mi damn hard 2 reply... she asked mi if 1 day she n mama got prob... both of them at e same time called mi 4 help... hu i will help... 2 say e truth i really dun noe... very hard 2 choose... i think i can only choose only when tis really happens ba... but i still manage 2 ans sis... i told her tat i will asked both of them out... den e both of them will chat... coz i feel tat only both of them can understand each other feelings n not mi... somehow feel tat tis is a stupid yet somewhat good suggestion...
aft tat sis asked mi 2 say abt how i feel abt my sis... i really cant ans too... it makes mi feel tat i dun understand my sis at all... i really tried my best... but still i cant say... in fact i dun understand myself either... i dun even understand myself how am i going 2 understand others... it is nv easy 2 understand a person... we may need 2 use our whole life 2 understand 1 person... or even use 1 whole life n not understand a person... sound stupid... but i think is true... if it is so easy 2 understand a person... there will not be couples getting divorce, couples breaking up n quarrels btw ppl... hope tat 1 day i will get 2 noe myself n even my frenz, family n those ppl around mi...
try tis... close ur eyes n describe a frenz or any1 tat is impt 2 u... if u can do it... it shows tat tis person is in ur heart n u haf not 4gt, even he/she is at a faraway country or does not contact u often... tis game seems silly... but i feel tat tis is true... yst i tried n i failed... maybe 1 day i can do it...
