tired tired tired... e only word 2 describe i m feeling now... dun noe y so tired... nothing 2 do in e ward but still feel so tired lor... whole day just stand there do nothing lor... stand till my legs damn "sour"... if can ah... how i wish can sit e whole day instead of standing... it's impossible la...
thought morning shift will be easier 2 pass than afternoon shift... but it's not... it's e same... especially aft passing report ah... we really dun noe wad 2 do la... coz all e kids r slping so soundly... n we dun dare 2 wake e kids up... so e only thing we could do is walk up n down e ward... damn bored...
time pass faster when it reached 10am... coz we get 2 observe LP (lumbar puncture) on a 3mnths old baby girl... my heart aches when i c e baby being poke by a needle... e staff nurse haf 2 curl her up so tat e doc could locate e place better lor... e baby waa poke twice lor... coz e 1st doc cant manage 2 get e correct place...
e staff nurse holding onto her keep on say sorry 2 e baby lor... coz we cant help e kid at all but just hear her cry... her cries r so helpless n soft... all of us seeing e procedure wanna calm e kid down but we just cant... e only way 4 e kid 2 calm down is 2 carry her back 2 her mum n let e mum pacify her...
tis kid is very sick... e doc cant even diagnose wad prob she is having... so they r doing so many test on her... aft her LP... she got 2 take blood n suction her nose... can u imagine? she is so small only 3mths n going thr all these... lucky e parents r quite strong... really hope tat tis baby girl can get well soon...
babies n children r very prone 2 get sick easily lor... so parents got 2 take extra care of them... especially their hygiene... kids haf 2 drink plenty of water too... if not they will get dehydrated n need 2 be hospitalized 2 replace their fluid electrolytes thr iv (intravenous)...
a few of my frenz r falling sick... so plz take care of urself... drink more water, eat more fruits n vegetables... c e doc if u r not well... i dun wish 2 c any1 of u falling sick (hui ping, mama n bangz)... so promise mi 2 take care of urself... k?
nothing is more impt than health... without health, u cant do anything...
@ 8/30/2007 06:31:00 PM
1st day of attachment at kkh... feel lost... coz not really familarize wif e environment... but my ward is a B n A clz ward... so not many patients... it is a air con ward too... so wunt perspire much... haha...
e babies n children in my ward r just so cute lor... e moment i c them ah... i cant wait 2 pinch them on e face... but i did not do it la... got 1 10mths old baby had 2 take bld n site plug lor... she crying so forcefully n angrily too... was sad 2 c her cry but no choice... e doc wanna sent her bld 4 investigation n site plug 4 intravenous fluid...
aft everything was over... i carried her back 2 her bed... her mother was not back so i carried her 1st... carry until she slp le... slp so soundly... but she cried halfway her slp... think she got scared by e procedures we did 4 her... was happy 2 carry her... coz i like e feeling of carry a baby... haha... cant wait 2 c her 2ml... she is just so cute...
2ml is another tiring but challenging day... shall slp early n haf enough energy 4 2ml... enjoy tis attachment much better than e past few attachments... gonna luv kids even more... really hope 2 haf a kid now... but not tat fast la... haha...
hope all e kids in e world r healthy n happy always...
@ 8/27/2007 11:06:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHI YE!!!
2day whole day stay at home... coz not feeling well... having gastric pain... so did not go 2 shi ye's bday celebration... sorry tat i cant go... but hope tat u enjoy ur dinner...
just now went 2 309 e provision shop 2 buy some things... met tis crazy guy... think he is crazy la... he asked us wether we r from hihs ant... n i said yes while ah joy say she is not... den he saw ah joy wear her sch pe attire... he asked sac is wad... den ah joy replied him is st anthony's... she say is in bedok... e guy say he stay in bedok too... he asked ah joy whether he noe tis person... she said she dun noe...
aft paying our stuffs... he asked us wad hp we use... den he say he use a very lousy hp... he took out a hp n asked us wad hp is it lor... we were like... huh? dun u even noe u r using a pda phone... he asked ah joy whether her hp got pics ant n he wanna c lor... she dun allow him 2 c... n he replied tat nxt time he will not come his shop anymore liao... i was thinking we shld be e 1 not going ur shop anymore ba... crzy fellow sia... think he need 2 c e doc... hehe...
i m so sad lor... coz i did something so stupid la... i change my bedsheets... went 2 wash it... until around 9pm plus i realise tat my soft toy doggie went missing... haven c it e whole night... so i went 2 search 4 it... cant find it lor... i was thinking could it be tat i accidentally grab it 2gether wif e bedsheets n wash it too... ah joy n mi went 2 hang e bedsheets... n she found my doggie inside lor... gosh... n not only mine lor... my sis e kapo oso inside lor... sad sia... 2night i dun haf anything 2 hug 2 slp le... haiz... haf 2 wait 4 my doggie 2 dry le... y m i so blur... oh my...
thanz 2 mama n tania 4 visiting mi... i was shocked but i noe u 2 came my hus 2 check whether i m alright... thanz 4 ur concern... i m much better le... luv ya... muackz...
craving 4 good food now... any1 can fufil my craving?
love can be present btw a guy n a gal... n tat love is friendship love not relationship love...
@ 8/24/2007 11:54:00 PM
i m sorry... really sorry... i promise 2 go out wif u... but i did not wake up n contact u... i made u come my hus wake mi up... n when u wake mi up, i was so reluctant 2 wake up... tis is becoz i slept very late yst... n when we went out, i was not focusing at all... i m too tired... tired till i cant even remember wad i said 2 u e whole day... my mind keep on telling mi tat i wan 2 go home n slp... i really sincerely apologise 4 my attitude e whole day...
i admit tat i keep on change topic when u ask mi some things... i dun noe y i change topics... i just noe tat if i dun change topics e atmosphere will be weird... i m too tired 2 think of anything... sorry tat i nv ans ur ques whenever u asked mi... sorry...
i dun noe y u feel tat we r ignoring u... we r not... we seriously nv ignore u... in fact.. we r trying 2 cheer u up... but we just dun noe how 2... i was really sad when i cant manage 2 cheer u up... i m telling e truth... but thanz 2 my sis... she manage 2 cheer u up...
thanz 4 trying so hard 2 put on a simle e whole day... i noe u tried 2 cheer mi up too... but i just cant coz i m too tired... sorry... i m sorry 4 2day... i m really not in e mood 4 anything 2day... I M REALLY REALLY SORRY...
i m having mood swing... nothing seems 2 be right...
@ 8/23/2007 08:31:00 PM
| You Belong in Spring |
Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world...
You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring.
Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season! |
@ 8/23/2007 12:30:00 AM
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like |
You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.
You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.
You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.
Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. |
@ 8/23/2007 12:21:00 AM
| You Are 50% Extrovert, 50% Introvert |
You're a bit outgoing, a bit reserved
Like most people, you enjoy being social
But you also value the time you have alone
You have struck a good balance! |
@ 8/23/2007 12:14:00 AM
just came back from supper at serangoon there e prata shop... went there 2 eat wif joy, mama n dw... bangz i noe u will say nv jio u... sorry ah... we last min den decide de... will jio u e nxt time.... walk back all e way back... so tired sia... now no energy 2 study le...
2day HS2035 e paper sucks man... i really dun noe wad 2 write 4 my essays ques lor... den mcqs worst lor... they gif e option like all e option r e ans lor... gosh... really hate mcqs now... 1st time tat i hate mcqs... mcqs r making mi crazy... ltr in e afternoon still got 30 more mcqs 4 mi 2 shade lor... haiz... really hope i can pass...
ppl always tend 2 not c things clearly when things happen on them... i dun understand... izzit becoz is our nature? r we born 2 be like tat? or is just tat ppl just dun believe tat some things will just happen on them without them knowing...
@ 8/22/2007 02:24:00 AM
bio paper was okok la... real hope i can pass... e thought of shading 90 mcqs ah... makes mi wanna vomit... cant imagine tat i manage 2 finish all e 90 mcqs... 90 mcqs man... tis is my 1st ever exam tat i do so many mcqs lor... 2ml still got another 50 mcqs 4 mi 2 shade... gosh... tat's alot too... think poly exam is e only exam tat i haf 2 shade so many mcqs ba...
yst went 2 study wif vin, mama n dw... we went 2 park by e park e coffee bean 2 study... 1st time go there 2 study... e environment not bad... nxt time can go there study... thanz 2 vin 4 recommending tis place... we met kuang mao n followed on abel... it's been ages since i last saw them lor... they were oso studying... these few weeks will be studying week ba... coz most of e poly students r having exams...
hmmm... haf been wondering... m i introvert or extrovert... think 2 others i look extrovert... but i think i m introvet in some ways la... dun noe... cant really differentiate whether i m introvert or extrovert... *wondering*
1 paper down... left 2 more papers 2 go...
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@ 8/18/2007 01:32:00 AM
You are 13% evil
You are not evil. Why are you taking this test? You are a nice person and are always thinking about others.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
@ 8/18/2007 01:30:00 AM
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@ 8/18/2007 01:14:00 AM
reunion lunch was great... bought quite alot of things... but we did not waste alot of e food... we tried our best 2 finish e foods... we still got dessert aft lunch lor... we got peppermint ice cream n e pear tat we cook wif red wine... e pear is nice lor n is easy 2 cook too... but cant soak too long in e red wine... coz it will become very sour... keke...
mama, dw n mi played 3 person mahjong lor... coz we cant focus 2 study le... worst thing is we play on e bed... so diff 2 arrange on e bed lor... e tiles very easy will fall down lor... den oso very easy can c other ppl tiles... 1st time play mahjong on e bed... quite funn cool la... thanz 2 some1 hu gave e idea of playing mahjong on e bed... e some1 will noe hu i m refering 2...
these few days very late den slp lor... yst night shld slp at 3am de... but when joy n mi were abt 2 slp ah... we saw a crockroach in our room lor... both of us were so scared sia... we used a container 2 catch it lor... it was joy hu catch it... coz i dun dare... haha... aft tat we went 2 bed... lying on e bed we continue 2 chit chat... chat till 4am den we sleep lor... cannot everyday like tat ah... if not sure will haf eye bags de... haha...
slping soon... coz very tired... 2ml gonna stay at home n study... no matter wad oso cannot dun study... coz i nv really study at all... no heart 2 study at all sia... haiz... michelle teo, u got 2 study... study study study... tat is e most impt thing 2 do now...
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@ 8/16/2007 04:03:00 PM
nxt mon having 1st semestral exam le... n it is bio exam... but i haven even started studying lor... feeling tired n headache once going 2 study... if can how i wish no need 2 study... but it's impossible... dun study sure confirm fail... if study still got abt 20% will pass lor... so it's better 2 study... shall start studying aft i post tis blog...
woke up at 1pm... coz yst slp at around 2.30am... did not noe i slept till so late... until ah joy told mi lor... i thought is only 11am plus... coz e sky is kinda dark... so cant really differtiate whether is noon or morning... den we went 2 plaza ther 4 lunch... ate wonton mee... ah joy finally fufil her craving le... yst midnight craving 4 wonton mee lor... crazy sia... dun noe wad will be her craving e nxt time round... haha...
chat wif tdw till 2am on msn... tok alot of crap la... asked 4 morning call at 4am... i really wake up n call him lor... he so honoured lor... having 2 gals 2 wake up n gif him morning call sia... but he nv ans e phone lor... so i dun noe whether he got wake up ant... we say 2 gif him morning call at 7am too... since he nv ans e 4am de... dun think he will ans e 7am de... so shall not waste my slping time... haha...
k... shall stop here liao... coz haf 2 start studying.... if not will like yst... whole day slack... den nv study at all... hehe... jia you ba... jia you 2 mama, bao bei, ping, olivia, joy n melvin... jia you 2 those hu need 2 study 4 nxt week exams... lets work hard 2gether...
@ 8/16/2007 02:25:00 PM
back from genting... days in genting was so relax n fun... e weather is e best... dun like e weather of spore when i came back... watched rush hour 3 n secret at genting... gosh... secret is nice... haf 2 watch e movie till e end den u will noe e secret... i will not tell any1 e secret... it's best 2 watch it urself... den rush hour 3 very funny la... if u dun noe wad movies 2 watch... u can watch these movies... strongly recommend by mi...
he cong is back 2 china... quite sad... but luckily i manage 2 meet him up 4 2days la... glad 4 tat... went 2 send him off early in e morning with de wei n mama... aft tat we go down 2 town... wanted 2 watch movie... but no movie interest us... so we go kbox instead... 1st time go kbox with de wei lor... he did not sing much but i get 2 hear him sing... hehe... mama treat us kbox lor... her mood good sia... but anyway... mama, thanz alot... nxt time is my turn 2 treat u...
finished kbox went 2 aunty's hus 4 mahjong... yst went there 4 mahjong too... yst i won 5bucks den 2day i win 6bucks... not bad la... these few days e luck not bad la... aft mahjong session acc de wei n mama 2 327 4 dinner... den all of us went back home le...
really enjoyed myself these 3 days... all 3 days r full of activities lor... it's been ages since i had so many activities in a day... thanz 2 mama... if not 4 her... i dun think i will get 2 enjoy myself so much... i wan more of these kind of activities... so mama, ask mi out often n i will go if i m free... k?
joy now staying in my hus le... it feels great 2 haf a frenz staying in my hus... more fun n get 2 chit chat in e middle of e night... haha... hope she oso enjoy staying in my hus...
missing u already... hope u will come back soon...
@ 8/14/2007 09:36:00 PM
watched simpsons movie at amk hub e cathay... watched wif ping, joy, haslinda, hui zhen, ni yuan n huan ying... 1st time watched movie wif sch clzmates except wif ping n joy la... tis movie very lame lor... is damn funny... whole show u just laugh lor... not bad la... if u wanna watch a comedy movie, can watch simpsons movie...
aft movie went 2 meet parents at dhoby ghuat... went 2 paradiz centre 4 dinner... joy oso tag along wif us... we ate steamboat... tis restaurant is opened by cao guo hui... e food not bad la... e soup is nice... worth 2 try la... quite alot of ppl go there eat...
went home aft dinner coz hhaf 2 pack bag... going genting 2ml... happy sia... cant wait 2 go there n enjoy... will be back on sat night... if come back early will go meet he cong, shi ye n mama... coz they meeting up on sat... if i cant make it... i will meet up wif he cong n mama on sun ba... c 1st...
yst acc mama 2 he cong's guardian hus 2 look 4 him... finally get 2 c him le... haven seen him 4 1 n a half yrs le... he changed... more mature n fit le... not bad la... he seems good.... haha... shall meet up wif him soon... coz he will go back 2 china on nxt tues...
nxt mon still need 2 go back 2 sch 2 retake BCLS theory test lor... got 2 study abit la... if not fail again very stupid lor... such an easy test still can fail... wad sia... oh... joy will be move into my hus on sun... dun noe wad things she will move into my hus... gonna help her unpack too... hehe... got 2 slp le... coz 2ml haf 2 wake up early... will tag blog when i m back from genting...
@ 8/08/2007 11:25:00 PM
woke up 9am plus in e morning... acc mummy n daddy 2 tekka which is at little india 4 breakfast... ate e duck rice... it is nice lor... n worth e money too... lots of ppl queue up 4 e duck rice lor... aft tat went 2 e market... there e market sell lots of things lor... i saw a sotong very big lor... 1st time i c such a big sotong... e crabs oso look so fresh... nxt time can go there buy seafood... cheap n fresh...
bought all e grocery tat we need... mummy went 2 dohby ghuat 2 shop... den daddy n mi go back... we went 2 ntuc 1st... coz he wanna buy something... den went 2 shop-n-save too... bought all our things finish... went home le... coz carry too many things le... n we were tired...
went 2 compass point e library 2 study... tues having psycho test... so haf 2 study... but in e end i went there... i manage 2 study piaget's theory only... n is like i study not even 1/4 of my book lor... 2day cant really study coz whole afternoon having headache... i hate 2 haf headache lor... it makes mi so fed up... tat's y i only study 1 theory... but better den none la...
decide 2 go home aft studying piaget's theory... sis n mi went off 1st whereas her frenz continue 2 study... we went 2 shop awhile... went 2 1st level e cold storage fair... bought lots of things... got biscuit, chocolates n many more la... can bring go genting n eat... haha... was so happy 2 buy so many cheap stuffs 2 eat...
2ml gonna saty at home 2 study... but think morning will go walk walk wif parents... den maybe meeting joy... reach home around late afternoon ba... den i shall study ba... dun noe... shall c 2ml e planning... no matter wad is e plan... i still haf 2 study... if not tues e psycho test i sure flunk de...
dun noe y humans always keep things in their heart... as if others can read their mind... tat's so stupid... or maybe we r born 2 be like tat?
@ 8/05/2007 10:37:00 PM
yst went out wif dar aft sch... went 2 republic there 4 lunch... ate hokkien mee... yum yum... i like 2 eat there e hokkien mee lor... we oso ordered tim sum... nice too... aft tat went 2 shop 4 my mp3 le... we 1st went 2 taka e best 2 c e LG e mp3... den i cant decide whether 2 buy LG or ipod nano... so we went 2 wheelock place 2 c ipod nano...
reached wheelock place... e ipod centre got tis service tat u can borrow their ipod n go shop... can only lend 4 3hrs la... aft 3hrs haf 2 return le... tis service is only available on sat n sun... just tat yst oso got tis service... dar n mi went 2 borrow lor... all e songs r el songs lor... i dun really like e songs la... hehe...
went in 2 e apple centre... browse their products... e 2nd generation of ipod nano only silver colour is 2GB whereas other colours is 4GB n above... i consider very long le den finally decide 2 buy 2GB e ipod nano... i consider so long is becoz i dun really like e silver colour la... but aft seeing it 4 a long time... kinda like it le... best thing is tat they oso gif a $25 vouchure if u buy an ipod nano...
i use e vouchure 2 buy a USB power adapter... i very regret 4 throwing e ipod charger tat i had last time... i thought not using ipod anymore le... so i threw away... stupid of mi... nvm la... regret oso no use... shall go buy a puch of something 2 put my ipod in it... coz i dun wanna haf any scratches on my ipod...
aft buying ipod we went 2 coffee bean sit down n chit chat... we left wheelock place at 5pm... dar went 2 meet her sis... den i went 2 meet joy n ping 4 dinner at hougang mall... we ate ajisen 4 dinner... ate till so full lor... aft eating went 2 shop... around 8pm plus den went home le... joy so good lor... she went 2 my hus here e bus stop 2 take bus lor... but in e end she took taxi... coz she say she got feel... haha... anyway... haf 2 thanz her 4 acc mi walk back 2 my hus la... went back home aft she board a taxi...
@ 8/04/2007 01:43:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY TO BAO BEI!!!
just came back home... went 2 celebrate bao bei's bday at fish & co e glass hus... did not expect so many ppl will go... got vin, tania, mervin, alex, darrell, bao bei, glenda, olivia n mama... luckily i went... if not i wunt get 2 meet up wif my frenz... coz i quite long nv c them le... kinda miz them... haha...
2day at fish & co got so many ppl go there 2 celebrate their bday lor... bao bei was asked 2 stand on e chair, wear a funky hat n hold a firecracker stick lor... den they will say a cheer n follow on a bday song... bao bei was so embarassed lor... is like e whole fish & co e ppl noe is her bday lor... glenda sabo mama lor... there was live band there... e singer asked mama 2 go up on stage n sing a song... e song is dedicated 2 bao bei... e title is i'll stand by u... aft she sing ah... we shouted "peisi, we'll stand by u too." mama so brave lor... thumbs up 4 her... enjoy e celebration even though is a simple celebration...
i passed my BCLS practical... but i failed my BCLS theory exam... sad sia... fail theory oso no use... haf 2 retake... i got a feeling will fail le... coz i think i got more den 6 ques wrong lor... we r only allowed 2 haf 6 incorrect ans... wadever la... no choice wad.. haf 2 retake coz cannot fail e theory test... anyway e ques very easy de la... all from clinical book de... will read thr e book when having e theory test again...
2day mood was not very good de... coz partly is becoz of BCLS practical exam n knowing tat i fail my BCLS theory exam... so nervous lor... but aft finish my one-man cpr... i feel more relax... when i noe i passed everything ah... i was so damn happy lor... felt as if i put down a heavy stone lor... my mood changed... i felt better le... got e mood 2 tok, haf fun n celebrate bao bei's bday...
2ml going out wif dar aft sch... going 2 buy my mp3... still haven decide wad 2 buy... wanna buy ipod nano... but now 2nd generation e ipod nano not nice lor... joy n mi at ps e best saw 1st generation de... is selling at a price of $248 4 2GB... cheaper den wad my frenz bought la... shall 2ml go c den decide which 2 buy...
felt better when everything is over... wad a good sign...
@ 8/03/2007 12:08:00 AM
