back from chalet... although not many ppl went... i do enjoy myself during chalet... i realise tat a chalet does not need so many ppl den will be fun... less ppl oso haf less ppl e fun... more ppl haf more ppl e fun...
1st day of chalet: check in at 3pm wif boss n tania... aft tat went 2 white sands 2 meet ping n joy... went ntuc 2 buy ingredients 4 steamboat... walked back from white sands 2 chalet... de wei came... prepared e ingredients... boss n de wei did most of e preparing... we gals did nothing much... really appreciate them 4 doing so much... bang lun came... den we started our steamboat...
around 10pm plus mama came but ping n joy had 2 leave le... acc her eat steamboat... played poker cards... de wei left at 11pm plus... jun lin n nigel came at 1am plus... cooked steamboat 4 them... aft they finished eating went 2 e room 2 played games... tania, mama n boss slept 1st... jun lin, nigel, bang n mi slept around 6am plus lor...
2nd day of chalet: woke up at around 2pm plus... went out wif boss n tania 2 buy some more ingredients 4 steambost again... left jun lin n nigel in e chalet as they r slping... packed lunch back 2 chalet... met mama at carpack... prepared e ingredients again... but tis time round boss did most of e things... tania so lucky lor... managed 2 find such a good bf... happy 4 her... bangz, chen yun n cassandra came too... started our steamboat...
halfway eating de wei came from his working place... n we ate 2gether... we finished all e ingredients... nv waste any food... 11pm plus de wei, mama, chen yun n cassandra left... chalet left boss, tania, bang n mi... we were so bored... so went out 2 pasir ris park... went back chalet at 2am plus... all of us bath... boss n bang slept 1 room... tania n mi slept e other room...
3rd day at chalet: woke up at 9am... bang went home already... so sweet of him lor... he helped us 2 bring some of e things back... we did not expect him 2 help us carry back lor... if he nv sms mi ah... dun think i will noe.... haha... thanz bangz... u really help us 2 save some trouble.... check out at 10am plus... went 2 burger king 4 breakfast... aft breakfast took bus back 2 hougang... reached home at 12noon...
haf 2 thanz a few ppl... thanz 2 boss n tania 4 helping mi carrying e things 2 chalet n back from chalet... thanz 2 ping n joy 4 acc mi go buy e ingredients... thanz 2 de wei n boss 4 helping in preparing e foods... thanz 2 bang 4 carrying e electrical cooker back home... thanz 2 chen yn 4 cooking food 4 mi when eating teamboat... n finally... thanz 2 all hu came 4 e chalet especially mama, joy, jun lin, nigel n de wei despite they got work e nxt day... hope tat u guys oso enjoyed urself...
@ 9/28/2007 07:15:00 PM
tis is e 1st time tat i feel tat going home is very scary... when i reached my doorstep... i hesitated... hesitated shld i open e door? coz i dun noe wad is waiting 4 mi inside...
i tried very hard not 2 cry... but still... i cried... coz i dun noe other than crying wad else i can do... daddy... can u dun be so good 2 mi? it is not ur fault y u say until is ur fault... is not... how i wish all these will not happen...
i m very sorry 2 ping... sorry 4 all these tat happened... but wanna thanz u 4 acc mi 2day... lucky u acc mi... if not i will not noe wad 2 do... n thanz 2 tania... thanz 4 being there 4 mi when i needed u... thanz...
i now hate myself so much... feeling so useless... if i can choose... i would not wan tis face of mine... tis is not wad i wan... i really would like 2 haf a face free of pimples... a nice face... seeing other ppl's face so smooth n nice... how i wish i m them... but i noe it is impossible...
am i important to others? i really hope so...
@ 9/25/2007 09:31:00 PM
woken up by daddy at 9am plus... acc him 2 hougang mall... ate water rise 4 breakfast... den went 2 ntuc 2 buy groceries... aft tat went home... slack at home... ate dinner at around 6pm... daddy cooked corn soup wif garlic bread... it's nice... went down 2 dental clinic wif mummy... help her at e clinic... did nothing much... at least time passed faster... tis is how i spent e day...
2ml another day... dun noe how i spent my day... maybe will acc daddy 2 c his taxi thingy in e morning... den evening go help out mummy again... unless 2ml celebrating mervin's bday... den will not go help mummy le... shall c wad programmes i will be havin 2ml...
jun lin's bday celebration will be at my hus... i will be cooking 4 him... homecooked dishes... economic n nice... gonna learn from my daddy how 2 cook... haha... den e rest can play mahjong, cards or wadever they wan... as long they r happy wif it can le... sun i will be e chef of e day... hope tat e food i cooked will be nice... pray hard...
Menu for Sunday
Appetizer: Potato Salad
Snack: Fried Chicken Wings
Main Course: Grilled Chicken Drumstick
and
Spaghetti in Sweet Corn Sauce
Dessert: Cake of the Day
or
Cocktail
@ 9/20/2007 10:56:00 PM
waken up by my parents at 9am plus... gosh... wake mi up 2 acc them go shopping... went 2 wisma coz sent my camera 4 repair... my lunch was ting tai feng... yummy... luv their fried rice n xiao long bao... aft eating went 2 shop around town...
around 3.30pm went 2 meet ping n joy at chinatown... 1st time go e place 2 shop... met ricky at chinatown e shopping centre... was abit shocked... shop awhile den went 2 compass... had dinner wif joy at jack's place... ping went home 4 dinner den come back meet us again...
guess wad? i met my bio lecturer... dr san... n he called mi... oh god... he forever can remember my name... n he still say michelle so talkative... i was like... nothing wrong 2 tok wif frenz ma... really hate it tat he remember mi... lucky i pass his module lor... if not sure die de...
drank cup walker e honey red tea... it's nice... nxt time shall buy cup walker den sweet talk... more worth it... hehe... nxt week having chalet liao... planning 4 it n oso tis sun jun lin bday celebration too... maybe oso celebrating mervin's bday on fri... suddenly i feel so busy... haha...
think ltr i will be waking up quite early... coz my daddy wanna mi 2 acc him go buy grocerries... gosh... i dun wanna wake up go early... too bad... no choice... oh... congrats 2 mama... she passed all her exams too... not only her la... congrats 2 ping, joy, jun lin n vin 4 passing all their exams... left de wei... he nv passed all his exams... but nvm... i m sure he will pass his supp paper de... all e best... wait 4 ur good news...
@ 9/20/2007 12:11:00 AM
2day is my 2nd day of holi... still feeling lost... just came back from raffles city... meet ping 2 go joy's working e shop... den waited 4 her 2 finish work... meet de wei n jun lin 2 go eat cakes... tis time i eat tiramisu... damn nice... thanz de wei 4 e cake... but i now feeling hungry liao... think something wrong wif my stomach... oops...
many things seems 2 be happening... but i dun noe wad is going on... maybe 1 day i will noe wad is going on ba... shall wait 4 e day... anyway... nothing means more 2 mi den meeting up wif my frenz... coz we haven been meeting up often as all of us r so busy wif our things... especially wif mama...
@ 9/19/2007 12:57:00 AM
yst my last day of attachment... yup... my last day of attachment... so i m free now... free bird... results was out too... n guess wad? i passed all my modules... so shiok sia... can no need worry tat i haf 2 take supp paper... but my results not tat good la... shall work hard 4 nxt sem e exam... anyway... thanz god tat i passed my exams...
just came back from expo... went there 2 find mama n vin... pass vin his things... went 2 shop around e natas fair... c got any nice n cheap tours ant... did not really get 2 find any cheap tours... only manage 2 get alot of brochures... shall slowly c e brochures... c can get any cheap tours... really feel like going overseas... but no money la... sian...
morning went ms kbox wif glenda, chrissie, christie n lynn... go there 2 celebrate glenda's bday... sang lots of songs... there e air con like no need money de lor... damn cold sia... all of us were going 2 freeze 2 death le... aft tat glenda went off 1st... e rest of us went suntec den go seperate ways le...
think i m getting sick le... everytime aft attachment i will prone 2 get sick lor... sian... hate it lor... already no money 2 take still wan mi 2 get sick... idiot sia... already no more attachment le... but i feel so lost lor... attachment feel lost can understand... but aft attachment i shld feel relax n not lost lor... well... maybe is becoz all my frenz busying working... den seldom contact ba... tat's y i feel lost ba...
gosh... i feel so lost... can any1 help mi???
@ 9/15/2007 08:50:00 PM
my 1st day of obstetric ward attachment... dun like my clinical instructor... she damn naggy sia... tok 2 us from 1pm till 3pm lor... 2hrs sia... keep on say quickly... can call her quickly old lady sia... thought tat tis week e attachment can slack... but becoz of her ah... haf 2 keep on read up lor... idiot man... can i haf back ms chia? i pefer her lor... she wunt ask us anything lor... e ms yeo expect alot of things from us lor... wadever la... i just wan tis week 2 pass faster...
2day go nursery liao... quite fun la... all u haf 2 do is help change diapers, feed babies n push babies 2 their parents... time pass very fast lor... i dun mind everyday go nursery... but cant la... coz each of us can only go there 4 1 day... think 2ml i will get 2 bath a baby la... coz CI say she will reserve baby 4 us 2 bath... like tat i will be able 2 know how 2 bath a newborn baby le... nxt time can help take care my relative's child or frenz's child if they just gave birth... haha...
there is tis mummy so lazy lor... ask her feed her child... she always push back her child with e bottle full of milk... she will not fee her child lor... den her child will not suck e teat lor... put in her mouth she will just suck e teat 4 fun n not drink milk... she only wanna ppl 2 carry her lor... she enjoy ppl carrying her.. dun carry her ah... she will cry... got wad mother got wad child sia... dun really like e mother...
looking 4 jobs now... coz partly is not enough money 2 spend... n other is tat dun wanna everyday slack at home 4 nothing... shall go work n earn money 2 make my life more meaningful... hehe... hope i can get a job i like... good luck...
@ 9/11/2007 12:01:00 AM
yup... blogging at tis hr... i m suppose 2 be slping... but still dun wanna slp... coz 2ml afternoon shift... so dun really need 2 slp tat early la... n finally joy is working e same shift as mi but diff ward again... my dear sis is still studying at tis hr when she is suppose 2 slp... she ltr having her chem prelim exam... so now trying very hard 2 study... sis, good luck 4 ur chem prelim exam... u can do it de...
just now went 2 chomp chomp wif joy n ping... coz ping got craving 4 chicken wings n i oso haf so went there 2 eat... so happy 2 eat e chicken wings... we oso ordered carrot cake n rojak... pass by other tables den c them eat e food... suddenly all e food wanna eat... but we nv order la... coz we thought of going there again on fri, our last day of attachment... shall c la... or mybe we haf other plans... cant wait 4 last day of attachment... den i will be free from everything... like wad ping say... free bird...
went 2 help mama 2 pack her room... quite satisfied... just tat haven pack finish her cupboard... left half more 2 go... thinking of shifting her tv rack n table lor... dose not seems 2 be in e correct position la... c le very uncomfortable... shall find another 2 go her hus pack n c how... actually mama... u dun need owe mi a treat la... i willingly help u pack de... just tat u promise mi u will not make messy ur stuffs aft i help u pack... like tat i will be very happy... btw... any1 need help in packing room or stuffs ah... i can help de... just feel free 2 call mi... haha...
i really dun noe whether i m going glenda's bday clebration ant... coz no1 is telling mi any details... i only noe tat glenda ask mi whether i m free... n i told her i m... all e other things is like so stupid la... she meeting lynn, chrissie n christie in e day... she meeting olivia in e night at tpy pub 2 celebrate... n all these i noe thr chrissie n olivia's blog... shouldn't it be tat e organiser shld inform mi... so tis means i m not invited or wad? i can be absent on tat day la... or foolishly wait till sat den c any1 will contact mi... wadever... if no1 contact mi den i shall take it i m not invited...
gonna go n slp le... coz e time now is 1am liao... if i dun slp... 2ml i will keep on yawning during attachment... den will complain tat i m tired... so 2 prevent tat 2 happen... i will go n slp... 2ml will be another boring day... haiz... saddy...
我现在所拥有的一切，是否有一天我会失去呢? 我并不想失去，所以一直拼命的想要保住它...
@ 9/10/2007 12:46:00 AM
yst ate overnight steamboat wif mama, joy, ping, sis, jun lin n dw... so crazy lor... but very shiok la... although not much food, i still eat quite full... just tat we waste alot of vegetables n muchrooms... always waste vegetables n mushrooms de... nxt time shall not buy so many vegetables n mushrooms... throw away very wasted de...
yst was e last day of peadiatrics attachments... nxt week is obs attachments... aft tat is holi... cant wait 4 nxt week 2 finish... damn pissed off lor... coz tis time round e attachments no allowance lor... idiot sia... $150 oso dun wanna gif us sia... so stingy sia... just becoz tis time round is special posting so no allowance... shit lor... suan le... shall not do so much during attachments... shall slack as much as i can...
nxt fri getting semestral exam e results le... sian... joy told mi tat HS 2035 got 80ppl fail from grp 1-15... den Hs2036 got abt 60ppl fail from grp 1-15... n bio got even more failures... haiz... i really dun wish 2 fail lor... but seems tat my percentage of taking supp paper is high... coz abt 3ppl will fail 4 each module in a grp lor... pray hard tat i will not fail... "finger-twisted"
i really dun wanna take supp paper... god... plz let mi pass...
@ 9/08/2007 06:18:00 PM
yep... mama's celebration was a success... but until reach her hus downstair ah... den she found out le... she was good la... did not expose mi la... continue 2 act... thanz mama... till now i still feel tat e way i delayed mama 2 go back her hus was great la...
i was asked 2 delay mama from going home by dw... so no choice... i had 2 do it coz she was wif mi... think 4 quite long... n i thought of dragging her 2 my hus 1st... really drag lor... drag till mama cant stand mi... drag till blk 302 le... den i release her... n she guai guai walk 2 my home... aft we reached home ah... i was told tat can go her hus le... den joy n mi sent her home saying tat she need 2 put her presents at home...
reached her hus... she opened her room door... she was shocked when she saw a cake n alot of ppl... sang bday song... she made her wish... she cut her cake... take pics... eat cake... aft tat all of us slcak 4 her hus awhile... came home at 3am plus... slept once i lie on e bed... coz was damn tired... glad tat mama enjoyed her bday celebration... hehe...
2day watched ratatouille... not bad... quite funny la... saw yuky dancing at ps lor... was shocked 2 c her... their dance was not bad... seeing her dancing make mi feel proud 4 her la... can c tat she enjoy dancing lor... keep it up my dear... dun gif up dancing... i will support u... hope tat ur grp can go into e finals...
got 2 slp le... 2ml morning shift... sian... but 2ml aft work going watched movie n haf dinner wif frenz... yeah... looking forward 2 aft work... haha...
@ 9/02/2007 11:30:00 PM
