tis is e 1st time tat i feel tat going home is very scary... when i reached my doorstep... i hesitated... hesitated shld i open e door? coz i dun noe wad is waiting 4 mi inside...
i tried very hard not 2 cry... but still... i cried... coz i dun noe other than crying wad else i can do... daddy... can u dun be so good 2 mi? it is not ur fault y u say until is ur fault... is not... how i wish all these will not happen...
i m very sorry 2 ping... sorry 4 all these tat happened... but wanna thanz u 4 acc mi 2day... lucky u acc mi... if not i will not noe wad 2 do... n thanz 2 tania... thanz 4 being there 4 mi when i needed u... thanz...
i now hate myself so much... feeling so useless... if i can choose... i would not wan tis face of mine... tis is not wad i wan... i really would like 2 haf a face free of pimples... a nice face... seeing other ppl's face so smooth n nice... how i wish i m them... but i noe it is impossible...
am i important to others? i really hope so...
@ 9/25/2007 09:31:00 PM