last week has been a tiring n busy week....
had attachments at kkh...
had 2 rush 2 sgh 2 visit my granny...
attach 2 kkh gynae ward...
so boring...
coz tis ward is an oncology ward...
which means cancer ward...
there nothing much 2 do...
n e nurses there not very friendly too...
granny was hospitalised for 5days...
sadly...
granny was unable 2 recover...
she past away on last tues...
i heard e news at 1am plus...
i suddenly woke up...
stared my room...
i was so afraid at tat time...
1st time i was so scared of being alone at home...
i switched on e tv...
hoping tat e sound would not make mi feel alone...
watched till 2am plus...
i couldn't take it...
so i went 2 slp as i had attachment in e morning...
n 2ml still got attachment...
yst was e last day of granny's funeral...
was relax aft e funeral...
be4 tat was feeling so stressed up...
had lots of things 2 do...
den had 2 stayed up e night...
wasn't able 2 get enough slp...
2day work up at 1pm...
finally got enough of slp...
went 2 work at kumon at 4pm...
not much students 2day...
got 2 go home early...
wanna say thanz 2 joy...
u r e 1st 2 call mi when u noe my granny past away...
making sure i m really fine...
really thanz 4 ur concern...
i noe u r worried 4 mi...
just wanna let u noe tat...
i m really fine...
really thanz 2 u deeply from my heart...
my 1st regret in my life... unable to see my granny's last face... gonna miss u badly, granny... i love you...
@ 3/24/2008 11:49:00 PM
Gotta Go On My Own Way
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
Its so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay...
Chorus:
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
Don't wanna leave it all behind,
But I get my hopes up and watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
And its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm leavin today cause I've gotta do what's best for me,
You'll be okay..
Chorus:
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
Zac Efron:
What about us?
What about evrything we've been through?
Vanessa Hudgens:
What about trust?
Zac Efron:
You know I never wanted to hurt you.
Vanessa Hudgens:
And what about me?
Zac Efron:
What am I supposed to do?
Vanessa Hudgens:
I gotta leave but ill miss you.
Zac Efron:
I'll miss you.
Vanessa Hudgens:
So I've got to move on and be who I am.
Zac Efron:
Why do you have to go?
Vanessa Hudgens:
I just don't belong here I hope you understand
Zac Efron:
I'm trying to understand
Vanessa Hudgens:
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
Zac Efron:
I want you to stay
Vanessa Hudgens:
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
Zac Efron:
What about us?
Vanessa Hudgens:
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Zac Efron:
I'm trying to understand
Vanessa Hudgens:
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now,
I've gotta go my own way,
I've gotta go my own way,
I've gotta go my own way
@ 3/15/2008 12:35:00 AM
2day marks e end of my imh attachments...
gonna miz some of e patients there...
especially uncle "ho bo"...
he damn cute la...
everyday c us will always ask us...
ho bo? how r u?
u reply good he will laugh out loud...
if u reply not good...
he will say happy can already in hokkien...
i will oso miz my alene dear...
will miz having attachments wif her....
everyday lots of laughters & fun wif her....
without her n oso joy....
think my tis attachments will be bored...
luckily i haf them....
coz normally i haf attachments wif ping...
yeah...
got 1 week of break...
aft tat got kkh attacments...
tis time round is go gynae ward...
hope it wunt be too bored...
n dun wanna e "eeyore" 2 be my CI again...
she damn sickening...
always wan us 2 search tis n tat...
stupid sia...
got 2 pray hard...
The room tat we decorated at imh
@ 3/07/2008 10:37:00 PM
imh attachments...
1st day was tramatic...
went 2 e ward we r posted 2 at blk 9...
tat ward got outbreak of fever...
so nv go there...
went 2 e other ward...
which is long-stay ward...
tis is e place where we got tramatic...
went we went in...
saw lots of doors...
n all e doors r locked...
if somethhing bad happen...
unable 2 run coz no key 2 all e doors...
went 2 e room 2 c e patients...
all e patients were staring at us lor...
got tis uncle standing at e door there...
he touch his "there"...
den squart down...
he was trying 2 peek at our skirt from below...
when we walk pass him...
all of us were so scared...
scared of dun noe hu will "touch" us...
n where they will touch....
no choice...
CI changed another ward 4 us...
coz long-stay warad nothing much 2 learn...
went 36A...
flooded wif ppl...
but 35B got auditing...
so stay there 4 1 day...
den 2nd day will go 35B...
35B was our final destination...
tis ward is better...
not as scary as blk 9 tat ward...
just tat getting very bored...
everyday play monopoly n dumb...
got 1 uncle his dumb very good...
none of us were able 2 win him lor...
dun really like 2 play wif him...
coz really cracked ur brain when playing...
imh attachments r getting boring...
trying 2 organise more activities 2 pass time...
oso educate our patients...
n we were so "lucky" 2 c patient getting restraint on our 1st day...
@ 3/03/2008 04:34:00 PM
